Now i am setting in front of the computer to write this diary. i still feel so nervous coz of the unknown result of the test. actually, i have nothing to do but wait. so i downloaded some computer games on internet to kill my anxious waiting time. i knew i should not make this too big a deal coz in general, if i do this, the result would be disappointing. let's ditch this topic, i am gonna share something with you about my college life where i met a lot of friends who communicate with each other mostly on the topic of computer games, which i really don't like it.

journey back to the freshman year, i drawn myself into the computer games, coz i really wanted to relax myself after the long-lasting preparation for the college entrance examination when i almost didn't talk with my classmates just for the purpose of concentrating myself into the preparation, which led to the fact that i lost a bunch of my buddy who may help me in the future if i have some trouble. at the same time, i get engaged in some association for the sake of improving my relevant skill sets, such as hands-on ability and interpersonal skills. as well as that, i also became the secretary in my class, which gave me loans of chances to both get along with my classmate and develop my skills of organization and communication.

well, in the next year, due to the dispirited life i decided to change the lifestyle i had been leading. so i quited everything and devoted myself into the knowledge learning. this year was quite tough coz i have dropped my learning for almost a year and i had to spend the whole month to pick up the feeling of learning. the result was disappointing as was known, but i didn't give up, aiming at gaining the scholarship in my junior year when i finally got the third rank scholarship, which made me so happy. meanwhile, my effort on the CET-6 paid off that i got 512 in this test which is widely thought to be an important criteria of your English level, especially in the mainland, even though it is not in my opinion. anyway, so far, i think i did a great job that i have achieved the majority of goals i set. but one thing still occur to me from time to time which is the IELTS which, i have to say, i have tried my best. i really hope that i can get 6.5 as most new-graduates did if they planned to go abroad to study. this is not the matter of whether you make effort to do it, but the matter of fairness. i have already taken the IELTS 3 times, i really really don't want to take it again. so, please, please let me pass it and i promise i will try my best to improve my English in the future.