Is it that you didn‘t realize my existing until I left?

One day , if you don’t  find  me , that is  I  being  away  from  you  ,because I am very tired to stay  with you .

That means from that on, you will not see me anymore.

I will not follow you around anywhere all the time.

I will not be mad at you anymore.

I will not call you up anymore.

I will not be able to worry about you.

I will not be afraid of losing you.

Without you, perhaps my life will be changed.

I might even do something that I always think I can’t do it well.

Without you, maybe I will live more happily. At least, I could not cry anymore.

Even if it is “Believe", in the middle of this word also have a “Lie", isn‘t it?

I was so upset when you said our love ended up.

You laid me over and over again. I was regretful to fall in love with you.

I won’t do things like this in the future.

I have to be away from you. Do this, or you will hurt me again.

But I don’t know why I don’t hate you.

I only know I have ever loved you. I only want you to be happy.

After I leave, nobody will look for you when you are out.

Nobody will always care you.

Nobody will help you to wash the clothing. You should do them by yourselves.

Nobody will chat with you on QQ at night. You could go to bed early.

Nobody will be late for class with you. You may be lonely.

Nobody will go to the zoo to see tigers with you.

Nobody will go to the beach to walk on the sand and play with sand.

Nobody will look through fictions with you in the library.

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This is also our special memories, all right?

I have to love you, but I can not hate you. Do you know?

Although you don’t love me, you forget me, or I die, I will love you as before. I will find an angel to love you instead.