dear t.,

i don"t know what it is about you that makes me feel the way i do; no other guy can get to my heart, but you can see through to the depths of my very soul. i care about you more than i ever knew i could care about anyone before. you see, i never thought i could love again, but now i"m so confused. my heart says yes, but my head says no. you wonder why i care about you, but it"s simple: when i look into your eyes, i see beyond all the hatred you hold. i see a real person, with real needs, someone who you are afraid to be. but that"s okay, because i know the truth and i will wait until the day when you"ll break down your walls. even if it takes many years, i"ll be right here, waiting to love you, as i already love you now.

love always,

patiently waiting